Turning the Abortion Argument: Grow a Uterus and Then We Can Talk

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The year I graduated from high school, eight young women I knew had to drop out because they became pregnant. Some of them were careless, a few of them probably had no idea what they were doing, and all of them were unlucky. The year was 1969, before access to reliable birth control and before Roe v. Wade showed up to rescue us from the life-changing consequence of our youthful urges. Everything was about to change, but not in time to rescue my friends. 

Until then, it was a girl’s responsibility to make sure sex didn’t happen, and it was a boy’s obligation to make sure it did. It’s a system of conflicting agendas as ancient, unreliable, and enduring as it is unjust. Some things never change.

Quick weddings were arranged to appease the angry fathers and mortified mothers. None of the young men who caused these unexpected pregnancies was expected to quit high school. Their lives, their college plans, and their future careers were too important to be cut short by a foolish, hormone-fueled decision. No, the unavoidable consequences of that same decision were born instead by the young women. The blame and shame always fell harder on them. As one friend angrily observed to me about her sister’s plight: “Boys will be boys, and girls will be blamed. And now she’s expected to marry that jerk.” 

During my freshman year at the University of Washington, five young women I knew became pregnant. Three of them had enough money to travel to California where the Therapeutic Abortion Act (TAA) allowed a woman to terminate a pregnancy if carrying a baby to term would damage her physical or mental health. In other words, if you could demonstrate a convincing level of psychological despair – not difficult given the life-altering consequences of bearing a child – you were awarded the opportunity to resume your college career. But while they were off in California taking care of the problem, their boyfriends remained in school. Biology is a bitch.

The TAA was signed into law by Governor Ronald Reagan, one of a long line of morally flexible Republicans who have always managed to bend their beliefs whenever it became politically expedient. Years later, Reagan exercised his right to be morally flexible again when he became a champion of the “right-to-life” movement.  Ironically, abortion was legalized in Washington state, two years before Roe v Wade, thanks in part to the support of Joel Pritchard and Dan Evans, two members of a noble but now extinct species known as moderate Republicans who possessed political principles and weren’t afraid to stand up for them.

When I went off to the UW, my parents insisted that I join a sorority. They figured it would be the safest and most morally rigorous living environment I could find at a big university in the big city. Shows what they knew! I thought I would hate it, and I did, much of the time. But not completely. Sorority life was a strange, sometimes surreal, but always illuminating experience. I felt like Jane Eyre in the orphanage: trapped but fascinated. 

In the year that I lived there, I made a few lifetime friends, and mastered the arts of insubordination and passive resistance – both of which came in handy when I snuck out to join anti-war protests. To this day, I believe that every institution of higher learning should give an automatic three credits in sociology to anyone who spends at least one year living inside the weird world of fraternities and sororities. 

There was a mating ritual in the Greek world that was called the “exchange.” Every third Friday evening, my “sisters” and I would present ourselves at a fraternity where each of us would get paired off with a “date,” and then we’d all embark on a group social outing. 

Exchanges weren’t always awful. I remember one where we piled into a rented bus that took us to see Easy Rider at one of the downtown movie theaters. During the ride, the genial jock who was my “date” taught me how to bounce an orange off my bicep, which remained my favorite party trick for many years. On parting, I wished him luck in his upcoming football game against Stanford and went off to join my self-selected tribe of self-styled bohemians, who were drinking espresso, writing poetry, and plotting revolution at The Last Exit coffeehouse. Did I ever admit to any of those people that I lived in a sorority? Hell no.

There was another exchange early in spring quarter, where several sororities were invited to a party at the same frat house. I spent the required three hours there chatting with friends, arguing with a couple of pre-law eggheads, and partaking politely but judiciously of the repellent spiked punch, which was available to anyone and everyone, no matter their age or ability to hold their liquor. As usual, I left early, so I never learned until the next morning that one of my friends had drunk way too much, passed out, and was carried upstairs to a room where she was sexually assaulted by a handful of the bros.

Sexual consent is murky and difficult to define, because no two people involved in a dispute over it will ever agree about where consent ends and coercion begins. Abortion is equally murky and difficult to define. Is it a crime or is it a legitimate remedy? When does it cross over the line from being one thing and become another? The truth is that it always comes down to opinion and point of view. Given our inability to determine the answer with certainty, we are obligated to exercise and extend tolerance rather than mete out punishment when it comes to remedying unwanted pregnancies, because the two people involved pay very different costs for making the same mistake. 

My unfortunate friend was left to find her own way home the next morning. The story about what “she did” quickly spread. No one was held accountable for what happened to her except for her. It was her fault for getting drunk in such a predatory environment. That was the way things worked back then, and as far as I can tell, things haven’t changed very much since then. 

To add insult to criminality, the fraternity in question barred her from attending any of their future soirées. The next day, I vented my displeasure in person, with vivid enthusiasm, to the fraternity president. “Really? You banned her? Are you kidding? Here I was assuming that you and your “brothers” would be sending her sincere handwritten notes thanking her for the wonderful time they enjoyed at her expense while she was out cold. But instead, you’re condemning her. Imagine my disappointment, you pious asshole.” 

That little speech got me banned as well, which, as you might imagine, didn’t break my heart.

The young victim’s parents showed up a few days later and took her home. I never heard what happened to her. In any case, she was done with life on Greek row, and so was I. When I returned to Seattle for my sophomore year, I moved into an apartment with some friends. A few months later, Referendum 20 passed, legalizing abortion, and the world changed for me and for all the other women who were lucky enough to live in Washington state in late 1970.

Six months after Referendum 20, I went through my first pregnancy scare on (or off) the heels of my first sexual encounter. My boyfriend and I were both 20, so by the sexual standards of the era, we were a pair of geriatric virgins. I thought I was safe because our little sexual adventure took place a day before my period was due. When it failed to arrive after three days, I made an appointment with a doctor, who prescribed what was then called the morning-after pill – along with a stern warning and a prescription for birth control pills – and sent me on my way, a relieved, happy, and sexually liberated human being.

My second unwanted pregnancy didn’t happen until a decade later. I was in a committed relationship, but no longer on the pill. My partner and I had been using a combination of two barrier methods – a system that worked well until it didn’t. I scheduled and paid for an abortion at a local clinic. It wasn’t a picnic in the park—abortion never is—but it was safe and legal, and my life went on. My partner and I eventually married and decided that we wanted to have children.

My pregnancy ended in a miscarriage, but the next one produced my first daughter. Two years later, I had another miscarriage. While lying in a hospital bed recovering from the inevitable sadness and disappointment, I realized something that was so obvious that I couldn’t believe it had taken me this long to figure it out: The female body doesn’t care about the legal rights or alleged personhood of fetuses. Sometimes she brings them to full term, and sometimes she spontaneously aborts them. (An obstetrician once described this to me as the body’s quality-control system.) 

The female body does this without regard for what anyone, including the expectant mother or some random, clueless Congressman on the other side of the country believes. It doesn’t make sense to us, but the body doesn’t give a damn what any of us thinks. She doesn’t have to. She’s in control. She owns and operates the womb, so it’s her decision.

Maybe the body just likes to remind us that life is mysterious, and no matter how smart we think we are, we will never fully understand it. But this much I do understand, after having two intentional abortions, two spontaneous abortions and two daughters: Aborting a fetus – whether that decision is made by the body or the brain – is a morally neutral act. 

Given that it’s impossible to determine with absolute certainty the exact point when a fetus is a person, arbitrary criminalization of abortion is a fundamentally inhumane act. Abortion is never always right and it’s never always wrong. If we consider ourselves civilized, wise, and compassionate people, then we must accept that truth. Which means we must always allow every woman to decide what will or will not happen inside her own body. 

Try this thought experiment. Imagine we’re living in Mike Pence World, where abortion is always a crime. In that world, if a woman had an abortion and her partner supported her decision, wouldn’t he be subject to the same prosecution and penalties? If not, then why not? And isn’t it also possible that an angry or vengeful woman could lie about her partner’s support of her decision to end her pregnancy, thus subjecting him to wrongful conviction for aiding and abetting the crime? Just like with legal disputes over sexual coercion and rape, it would be her word against his. In which case, every fertile man would have to start asking himself the same question every fertile woman asks herself every time she has sex: “Do I feel lucky?” 

And, of course, because Pence is such a standup guy, every man who fathers a child would be financially and legally responsible for raising it to adulthood. Describe how happy you would be living in that world. Limit your essay to two pages, double-spaced, and please refrain from profanity or whining. 

If unwanted pregnancies happened in men’s bodies, immediate, safe, and probably government subsidized abortion would be easily available as one remedy to the problem. This is so obvious it hardly bears saying. I can’t think of an example in human history where the people on top have willingly given up their own liberty or personal autonomy for the betterment of society. But they never seem to have trouble asking the people on the bottom to make that sacrifice. 

We’re all grownups; it’s time to stop kidding ourselves. The anti-choice argument is not about morality, it’s about power. The morality claim gets pushed to the front of the parade as a justification for commodifying women as if they were livestock. I’m saying that men are not qualified to make decisions about who gets an abortion and why. Grow a uterus, come back, and then we can talk.

In the meantime, we need to stop ranting and bloviating about how sinful and dangerous it is to allow women to decide whether they should bring children into the world. It’s a shamefully cheap and easy way to claim the moral high ground. Especially given the fact that, from Uvalde to Ukraine, we do such a lousy job of keeping children safe and alive after they’re born. Maybe it’s time for us to focus more of our time, resources, and energy on getting better at that.  

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Kathleen Cain began her career in Seattle writing and producing documentaries and talk shows for television and radio. She hosted a two-hour interview program on the notorious KRAB FM, was a contributing editor for late, great Seattle Weekly, and a writer/creative director at the legendary Heckler Associates for many years before starting her own communications consulting firm, Cain Creative.

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  1. In the end, as you so forcefully note, « Biology is a bitch.«  And while if men bore children, I agree we would live in a different world, it has always troubled me to realize how many women also support letting the government control our bodies. There are a surprising, at least to me, number of women still happy to cede power to men.

  2. And it all comes down to this: It is NOT about morality. It IS about power. Thanks for sharing this thoughtful look into our not-so-distant past.

  3. Thank you, Kathy, for writing this. I remember disappearing girls in high school and college, too. And I remember the young men who suffered no loss, but instead gained smug arrogance.

    I also do not understand the women, especially the very young women who call themselves the post-Roe generation, who want to time travel back to forced birth social mores, having been sold a misogynistic faith that demands they subjugate themselves to men as ‘vessels’ for fetuses.

    Looking at the celebrating girls on the news – my only thought is that they are currently somewhat protected from reality by their youth. They are not yet fully in the age range where 1 in 6 will be raped, where so many will end up in abusive relationships and domestic violence marriages. Their naivety is heart wrenching.

    When these very young women have 5-10 years of life experience post-Roe, and see the ‘disappearing’ of their friends, co-workers and family members, we can hope they will understand the terrible consequences of their current faith-based activism. We can hope they will be able to band together to help each other cope with the unwanted children, the forced poverty, the life-threatening violence of men also trapped in poverty by unplanned, unwanted children.

    We can all hope that these girls quickly develop an awareness of the precariousness of the lives so many women will be living due to overturning Roe. We can hope they will become activists once more, to protest for, promote and pass laws that guarantee reproductive health choices to all women nationwide.

  4. Contrary to activist hopes, the majority of Americans are simply not maximalist about abortion when polled. As a whole, we do not believe that abortion just be limited to rape or incest (37%), nor do we think it should be allowed, unrestricted, up to delivery (just 10%.)

    We are told late-term abortions (25+ weeks) are “exceedingly rare.” And in percentage terms, (1.3% of all abortions, according to the CDC), that’s true. But when multiplied by the number of abortions done annually, the actual number of late-term abortions done per year is about 6,500, or 17 per day. A great many of those lives are likely viable, and scientists do think the pain threshold is hit around 15 weeks of gestation. So, the moral conundrum to me, even as a pro-choicer, is not so clear.

    A recent Harvard/Harris poll, linked below (slide 41) is particularly interesting. A clear majority of Americans favor abortion for any reason up to 15 weeks, with reasonable restrictions and exceptions thereafter. This is basically the current French law, where it is allowed up to 15 weeks for any reason, and thereafter through some kind of attestation by two doctors.

    I think it might surprise many that it is WOMEN, not men, who generally more strongly believe that abortion should have restrictions after 15 weeks. The Harvard/Harris poll shows that while 69% of men think 15 weeks is a reasonable cutoff for unrestricted abortion, 75% of women do.

    Personally, I’m pro-choice, favoring “legal, safe and rare.” I’m OK with the WA law as-is, and trust women to make the right decision. Legally, I do think there are serious flaws with the Roe framework and methodology for SCOTUS to be fabricating such a trimester framework whole-cloth, at least on Constitutional reasoning grounds. Yale Law School Professor Akhil Amar is particularly compelling in his recent interviews on precisely why. As for policy, I tend to favor something along the lines of the existing France law, which does allow for access to abortion up to 15 weeks for any reason, but thereafter some attestation is needed from two medical professionals.

    https://harvardharrispoll.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/07/HHP_June2022_KeyResults.pdf

  5. Disturbing, too, is the prospect of women who miscarry being charged with manslaughter, or women no longer having access to some b.c. methods. Thank you for sharing your history with us,Kathy. I am with you 100 percent on this.

  6. “We’re all grownups; it’s time to stop kidding ourselves. The anti-choice argument is not about morality, it’s about power.” Bingo.

  7. Steve Murch’s review of poll numbers on this matter is an interesting tangent, but the article seems to be rather making a point that the way we arrive at policy on this is inherently invalid, whether majority or minority.

    While the title proposes to leave the question to those who have a uterus, I don’t get the sense out of the article that a hypothetical governing body composed solely of women would be welcome to rule on this either, and in that sense the title invites misinterpretation.

    “Which means we must always allow every woman to decide what will or will not happen inside her own body.” Whether or not “we” are everyone, or only those with uteri, it isn’t “our” call.

    • Yes I think that’s a fair read.

      The polls suggest that if women as a whole were to decide, they would -not- in fact be in favor of unrestricted abortion rights, but rather some limits. I’m also guessing these views vary by state, but I’ve not seen State-by-State breakdown.

      But it’s worth thinking about what the “extremist” positions are here, and even pondering which of the two ends, statistically at least, is more “extreme.” Though it’s often portrayed otherwise, in most polls that I’ve seen, women as a whole favor shorter limits for unrestricted abortions than do men as a whole, and it’s a majority view by Americans that there should be limits.

      From a sheer statistical standpoint, the “extreme” views appear to be those who want to outlaw abortion entirely AND those who want no restrictions or limits whatsoever, with the latter being even more “extreme” (at 10%) than the former (at 37%, if it permitted exception for rape, incest or life of the mother.) I fully stipulate that women have a greater vote here, and deserve a greater voice in the matter than do men; I’m simply pointing out that their collective, democratic voice appears to be quite different than is often portrayed.

      https://www.pewresearch.org/religion/2022/05/06/americas-abortion-quandary/

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